haizzz... can't get to sleep.... dunno why also... lots of things running through my mind... zzz.. so late already... tmr still got training.... will be damn tired lah.
mr lee just told me i dun have a match tmr... but on thurs 5pm..... I HAVE TUITION! tuition teacher didn't come... so he changed it to thurs... so now i have to change it again... mummy scolded me for telling him that i can make it... she said that i may have a match that day and still tell him i can... later he angry den dun want to teach already.... but after that she didn't scold anymore.... i was super stress cause i couldn't find a day that i am free... so now tuition is after training and before the competition! so pack! argh... why i am complaining... it is my fault... i am just messing up everybody's schedule.... even theo's... cause we have tuition together..... now just hope that there will not be sudden changes...
super tired already.... when will all this end.... can everything just end now.... i can't continue anymore.....

"I never changed.... I just got tired of pretending to be happy....."
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