Tuesday, March 10, 2009
REALLY REALLY HATE MYSELF! i broke the promise i made to myself! i was like emoing tonight..... zzz..... i seriously didn't want to think abt all that happened.... but it seems to just flow into my mind..... i miss everything.... i miss the life i had before... i miss the old me....
i was seriously emoing... omg..... shitttt.... like seriously.. i thought of cutting myself....
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME! WHY DID I BECOME LIKE THAT! argh.....
my wish for my birthday is to forget everything that happen and become the old me again.... the happy, hyper me! zzzz......
"i realise i just can't forget u no matter how hard i try.... ur face, ur smile, ur voice just keep flowing into my mind.... i can't stop thinking about u.... why must things become this way... why can't we be like we were before.... why must things be so complicated... when will i stop thinking abt u..... when can i forget everything....."
12:13 AM
❤ one of us is lying, there's no use in trying, no need to pretend... ❤
*GEEK!
Hey hey. My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is GEEK.
I wear a pair of thick-framed black glasses, which people complain are so nineteen-fifty. And I'm seen with a book wherever I go. I'm a science geek who is in a triple science class. My friends mock me for that, but of course the typical me don't give a damn.
-That's me
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