SUPER TIRED! feel so weak... i can't even hold a pen properly...can't even write properly! bad headache.... everything i see is so blur.... i feel like fainted.... this training was quite ok... dunno why i am so tired... maybe cause i have been sleeping at 2 everyday since.... sat... so yeah....shld be not enough rest... or... i am going to be sick! den i will be dead....
monday is the finals... and i maybe playing the 5th position.... to be frank... i dun want to play... i seriously cannot handle the stress... especially it is the FINALS! omg... i seriously dun want to drag the whole team down... one game can affect the final results a lot! i dunno why... i just can't play well in compeition... especially when coach is looking... but i guess.... i will try my best.. and hopefully.... everything will turn out good....
may be having training on fri... morning... dunno why also... i want to go for training... usually i will complain... cause it is a holiday... and i still have to train... this time.. i seriously want to go... maybe cause the finals are coming.... -.-...
k... gtg and start studying... common tests is in four weeks... if i am not wrong... -.-
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