ok..... i am super irritated by people asking me who am i pissed at.... actually that post was abt two person... one is from my class... the other is not....
i can't write their name... cause i can get sued... lolz! =X
now... i am trying to not get pissed with the two of them.... and trying very hard to be friends.... but it is hard... i mean the one from my class is ok... at least... we r still talking to each other... but she is still a bit pissing me off... sometimes i seriously dun feel like talking to her....
the other person... actually i think a lot of ppl noe who she is..... we jus quarrelled and we are not talking to each other... to be frank... i really treasured the friendship... and i am really very sad the it has to come to an end so fast.... we just can't seem to communicate like how we were last time... looking at us now... i think ppl will not believe that we used to be bffs.... now we dun even bother to talk to each other and we just pretend that the other person does not even exists. i seriously dunno wat cause this to happen. i dunno it is my fault or not... i mean u just suddenly stop talking to me and suddenly just got angry with me... and the reason is so... stupid. i mean it is not true... i treasure the friendship a lot! now i guess no matter how much i say.... it cannot save the friendship. i tried... i tried explaing.... but u just dun wan to listen.... u think i like it this way... i tell u i hate it! i feel so empty now... u dunno how hurt i am... that somebody who i trust so much... will betray me.... r u happy to be this way... happy to see me being hurt? maybe i have changed.... but u have changed too....
i think nobody can guess the person i am talking abt in my class... i mean i dunno why am i so pissed at her too... it is just what she says and does pissing me off... she is so... proud? sort of... i mean she is so show off? she just keep bragging.... and she just keep acting so innocent.. that is the part i can't stand.... i dunno... but i hope that we will not end up ignoring each other... and still be friends.... trying hard.... trying hard.....
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