just talked to zt on the phone.. she said she miss the old times.. and she hopes that we can be like how we were...i didn't say anything.... i dunno what to say... i miss the old times too.... but... being how we used to be... seems like an impossible task... the hurt was done... and i can't seem to erase it from my mind. i just can't pretend that nothing happen... the hurt was just too pain. i emo-ed a lot of days... i wanted to save the friendship there and then. but u didn't give a damn. i give up... i got over it... and now u want the friendship. wth! i can't.... i seriously can't.. i am sorry...why am i even apologising... u r the one who give up the friendship.... but yeah... now i just want to be normal friends.... u gave me a feeling that there is a lot more important things compared to our friendship...actually u gave me a feeling that our friendship is the least important in ur life. let me tell u... our friendship to me was precious... i really thank whoever up there for giving me u as my bff... but i guess good things dun last forever...
there need to be trust in a friendship... and i can't seem to trust u anymore... u dun seem to trust me too... so just give up and forget everything. u will find a better bff than me... dun waste ur time talking to me and hope that we can be like we were... now i tell u IT IS IMPOSSIBLE! stop dreaming.. u noe what u have done... u noe how hurt i was... u can't blame me... if u were me...will u forgive urself? trust me.. u won't......
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