this post is talking abt how i feel towards a person.. i think if the person reads this.. she should noe who she if... no offense to the person though...

I have been feeling this way for a quite some time already...i dunno how whether is it really like that... like..our friendship have grown a lot this year.. and we became sort of good friends already.. but i think u feel insecure of this friendship we have.. like... i read the quotes that u have written.. and some are about friendships that cannot last...like u told me it was jus random and stuff... but i get this feeling that u were talking abt us... i am sorry for making u feel this way.. and i totally understand why u are feeling like that... i am a person who doesn't like to jus hang out with one person.. like i like being in a group.. like jus hanging out with everybody... but i guess u are just diff.. like u r the quiet type and stuff... so everytime i hang out with other ppl... u feel sort of left out and u become quiet.. i noe u have change a lot and stuff.. like u become more hyper and talkative...but a person's character is very hard to change... urs is jus so much diff from mine.. u try to hang out with the ppl i hang out with and stuff... but.. i think that u feel left out... i dunno how much of this is true but i just want to tell u...jus be urself... jus hang out with ur own group of friends... i dunno how long this friendship is going to last... like... i have a lot of previous friendship that seriously failed... and i dun want ours to become like that... i jus want to tell u that if u r looking for a bff.. u shld seriously find other person... like... i am just not prepared... to have other failed friendship... as u noe... me and my bff jus fought... and i was hurt... i gone through the pain... and i dun want to go through it again... like... i used to believe that that friendship could last forever... but i guess i was wrong.. so now i am still not ready for other one... and take the risk of being hurt again... i'm sorry...
i dunno how we ended up being good friends... but i want to tell u that i totally enjoy ur company... like... u nvr hesitate whenever i need help from u.. and sometimes i feel that i am like take advantage of u... if u need help... seriously.. u can ask me... i will try my best to help... so now... i guess... i am jus thinking through this friendship...like thinking hard about this friendship as i seriously dun want u to get hurt.... i guess u shld too...like seriously i feel that i am not a good friend.. and that the friendships i have nvr seem to last.. so yeah... i guess let's just both think abt this..

some info have been changed to make it not so obvious... but i guess it didn't really work! =P yup..yup.. so i hope when the person read through this.. she will know that i am talking abt her... and yeah....
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