ok... there is something wrong with blogger.. ok maybe it is the com... anywayz... still owe des des a birthday post.. which is like wayyyyy past her birthday... but yeah... i dun think i shld write it now... cause i am like "emo-ing"... i dunno... i feel damn lousy this few days... back to my emo self... yeah... i guess cause a lot of things have been happening... a lot of things have changed.. and i guess i am still living in the past... can't accept the reality... i am going insane... crazy... i can't hold on anymore... i am going to break down soon... i swear... if this continues... i will be just break down and be gone forever.... today got back geo test... n i failed badly... guess i was one of the lowest... for math pop quiz i did badly too...n these few days.. i haven't being talking to someone... cause he hurt me badly... i dunno how to talk to him.. he doesn't care for me like he used to... that hurts me... i dunno lah.. things are jus not going the way i want them too... i guess i am just waiting for a better day... is that even gonna come? maybe i am just waiting for the day that i will break down.. and everything would be over... haiz...

Thanks for those who cares.. and thanks for those who kept my secret and hope u will continue to do so! THANKS! =D

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