i am confused now...my mind is in a mess.. i am lost... i dunno what to do... i dunno how to speak... i dunno how to talk to u... it is just that now there seems to be a wall between us... and someone has to break it... i guess that has to be me... i dun want u to emo...i told u before... jus be urself.. and give me time to solve all this... give me time to heal the pain i feel inside...
as i have told u... i believe we can pass this test that God has given us... our friendship is strong enough... but now i just want u not to emo... u still have a lot of friends... u shldn't emo because of this.... it is not worth it... just be urself... and let see how this goes... there were seriously lots of times that i want to go up to u and pretend that none of this had happen... that we can be as close as we were before... but something is stopping me... i feel bad about hurting u... i jus seem to forget how to speak...
so please... i beg u... dun emo... jus be urself... and soon all this will be over.... i dunno how this friendship will end up... but this time.. i am leaving everything to whoever is up there i guess.. He made all this happen and i believe it is to make our friendship stronger than before.. everything happens for a reason... so yeah... trust me.. i am trying very hard to overcome the fear i feel inside... so please give me time...

I regret whatever that happened... but I can't undo whatever I did... Sorry....
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