can i jus say i am emo-ing again..lolz. life is so stressful these days... not sch life.. just at home... everything seems to be so tense... mummy seems to be so stress... and in a bad mood... like.. almost everyday... yesterday night everything was quite ok...like she was not so moody?.... i dunno... but today morning... she is so stress... so tense with everything... the first thing she said to me was.. clear all ur stuff downstairs... everything is everywhere... use finish must put back la... everybody the same one... -.-'''.. but she seems so happy talking to timo... haiz... i seriously dunno what's going on... -.-'''.... the maid is another prob... like the new maid jus suddenly told us that she doesn't want to work anymore... actually i dun blame her la.. come to think abt it.. it is very hard working for my family... like the house is so big... got dog... need to cook for so many ppl...like it is harder compared to other families... n i think they earn the same amount... so i guess this may be a reason why she doesn't want to work for us anymore... haiz... so parents very stress... daddy talked to me in the morning... he is very stress in work... haiz... ask him why he didn't want to retire... he said.. if he retires that means he is giving up... then... we may follow him.. if we meet with difficulties we will give up too... but sometimes... giving up doesn't mean u r weak.. it just means u r strong enough to let go.. haiz.. i dunno la.. i jus feel since he is so unhappy working.. so stress... just retire la... like it is not good for his health also.. haiz.. sometimes i seriously dunno what the adults are thinking.. maybe he is scared that life cannot go on without the income? i dunno.. timo's sch fees are ex.. theo's is ok.. cause he got scholarship... mine is crazy... haiz.. WORK HARD! then next year can get scholarship.. hope loh.. if not.. jus change to neighbourhood sch loh.. dun mind la.. dun bother i guess... shld have jus stayed in cresent.. haiz... tuition fees super ex also...money is just so important rite? haiz.. without money life cannot go on.... everything is increasing.. haiz... why must life be so stress...why can't we just put down everything n jus enjoy life.. life is like suffering.. life is precious? O.o why must we go through all this... everything is so fast-paced... haiz.. i guess only singapore is like that? so stress... haiz....
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