Nth much to say... Not in the mood to blog... Things have been happening so fast... I can't catch up. Is there a rewind button so that we can go back to the past... So that we can change the present... Or at least be prepared... So that life will not be so tough. Why is it that we never see things coming... Why can't God give us clues... So that we can be mentally prepared... So we can stop things we don't like from happening... So that we don't have to end up like what we are now. U noe I hate u... N I noe u feel that same too... But why can't we just tell each other the truth... So that we can stop pretending.. So that we don't have to face each other anymore. Cause things don't work like that... Cause from the day I came to earth... We were bonded... Bonded with a relationship... Something that we can't get rid of no matter how hard we try. So why in the first place was I born? Cause we couldn't see the future... Cause we didn't know that we were end up where we were. If u knew how we would become... Would I be here? Would I have come to earth? I don't know... But if I could choose I would rather not come. So that I don't have to go through this pain... I'm trying not to think about the pain I feel inside... But U just... I don't know... Don't want to just let me go. U just keep pretended to like me... To make everything so hard... I know u don't like me... I noe u hate me... So just like me go... Don't need to act that U care a lot... Cause I have given up on u already... Cause I know that we can't go back to how we were in the past... So just let me go.. Let me be free... I don't want to face u anymore... U have done ur job. I wouldn't blame u.... But u noe that we couldn't have got here without ur help... U used to be my hero... All the days u spent with me.. Seems so far away now... It feels that u don't care anymore... I don't know u anymore... U have changed...Or maybe I did....
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