Tuesday, March 9, 2010
"Have you ever reached a point in your life where you were so tired that it didn't matter if you lay down amongst stinging nettles?
You're stung and stabbed... Poison courses through your veins... Your skin is bleeding and ruptured... But you're just too tired to fight or move or defend yourself.
Sting me?
Okay, so be it.
Nothing matters anymore... Except good... sweet rest...
People are the most poisonous substance on this planet... No wonder Mother Earth cries out in pain...
Eternal sleep is a welcome..."
That's how I feel now... Really really describes how I'm really feeling...
Don't ask me why... I have no idea.
Maybe I should be an antisocial freak... So that I will not get hurt by the people I love again...
Maybe I should just be an emo kid...
Came to this world alone... Live my life alone... And leave this world alone...
How cool is that?
That way...I don't have to face anyone...I don't have to interact with anyone...
I can just live life my own way....
I'm sorry.. But Nobody can help me...
I just can't tell anyone... Cause it is very personal...
Cause Nobody would understand... Cause Nobody can help....
Cause even I can't accept the truth...
Cause I still believe that I'm living in a dream...
That everything I just realised... Is fake....
I'm dreaming...
In 4 days... I collapsed...
Sorry... I broke the promises that I made to people...
I'm hurting myself again.... Cause it helps me forget everything....
Don't waste your energy...
Nobody can save me....
Just leave me here to bleed...
Don't miss me when I'm gone...
11:42 PM
❤ one of us is lying, there's no use in trying, no need to pretend... ❤
*GEEK!
Hey hey. My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is GEEK.
I wear a pair of thick-framed black glasses, which people complain are so nineteen-fifty. And I'm seen with a book wherever I go. I'm a science geek who is in a triple science class. My friends mock me for that, but of course the typical me don't give a damn.
-That's me
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