Oral was crap.. Cause the topic was shit... A topic that I nvr prepare for.. A topic that I never heard b4.. But yeah... I was talking nonsense... I don't even know whatever I said was correct or not.. Like whether I answered the qn... The more I think abt it.. The more I feel that I didn't answer... Yeah. Crap. The whole time I was inside the room.. I felt that I was dreaming... Now I can't really recall what I said... Like how was it... And what the teachers said... Everything seem to be a dream.. Which is actually freaking me out a lot. Yeah. But the teachers were quite okies I guess... Cannot talk bad abt them here.. But some ppl noe I feel abt them... -.-'''.

Yeah. Training was crap too.. Cause I was so drained.. That I seriously felt that I was going to faint. Then I played with my junior.. Then I lost a game... I felt that it was crap cause I knew I could win... But yeah. My mind wanted to run... But I just couldn't cause my whole body was so tired.... Was so pain... And I just felt like fainting. Yeah.

Enough of the negative points... Positive points.... B4 oral.. During like ss.... I felt so nervous suddenly... Like... Just FREAKING OUT! Ppl sitting around me shld noe.. I was like hysterical. Then.. Lunch I was still freaking out... Tat's why I didn't talk at all.. Then Lao Shi came and prayed for us... Lao Shi coming really make me less nervous... And praying made me less nervous. I prayed... Abt 4 times b4 going into the room.. And I guess it helps.. Like b4 that I really wasn't nervous... But when I started reading I became nervous... So I really messed up the whole reading part... But luckily convo I still could say my points I guess... But it was crap also la... Haiz. So yeah.. Now I'm tired to even type out.. So I'm going to end here.